It's all gone yellow
The strangest thing has just happened. My computer screen, ie all the internet explorer windows, winmx, media player and everything, all just turned yellow. Or yellowy-green depending on what the original colour of the page was. Everything is working normally except the colour changed. It's awfully strange. Oh well, I just hope it's not going to stay this colour forever otherwise my dad would kill me. Kim's going to Devon on Friday which means a summer being eternally bored. My dad keeps going on at me about what I'm going to do now I've finished college seen as though I'm not going to uni. He is really beginning to do my fruit. He's always going on about it and he doesn't seem to realise that I am not the same as my brother and I never will be. I'm not going to get a successful job and earn loads of money. I'm not good enough to do that and he can't see that. He wants me to do exactly as he says and I don't want to. When he starts a discussion about it he never actually lets me talk!! He just tells me what I should do and that I should take it as gospel and do it because he said so. It's so fucking infuriating. He never listens to me and doesn't even know what I want in life. Half the time he can't even remember what year I was fucking born!!! He just thinks the sun shines out of my brothers arse. I've got nothing against my brother. I totally love him but I'm not going to go to uni and then end up getting a good job like him. But according to my dad, if I don't go to uni and then work in an office I shouldn't bother cause I'll just end up working in a shop for the rest of my life. Well thanks very fucking much dad. It's nice to know you have faith in me.
written at 1:33 a.m. on 2003-06-24